I was not able to go online for quite a number of days. Gees things are not going well. I am physically sick and mentally a wreck. My relationship with my girlfriend has nose-dived (not a surprise eh!) I am almost sure now that we won’t be able to make it. She is a nice girl and almost everyone in her family loves me but I guess we are opposites of each other. My only hope now is that we live happily without each other in pursuance of our own separate dreams.